A Collection Of Goodbyes

August 1st 2018. The Hour of 4 pm.

A thread of poetic like tweets?

4:05 pm

love is burning me whole

my body is in fucking flames

and I love it

4:06 pm

let love ruin you

let it burn everything in its path

4:06 pm

YOU are no longer my love

I Am

4:08 pm

who knew there would be such peace and serenity in being burned alive?

4:11 pm

was so attached to you, my heart cried

now so detached from you, my soul can fly

4:13 pm

it hurts so bad to move

maybe its the moon

Gaia I am so moved by you

4:14 pm

this time last year this pain paralyzed me

now the pain exhilarates me

I am rising, I am purging, I am growing

out of you

and into me

4:16 pm

Gaia is crying with me

but its not in mourning

its in gratitude

of this burning flame

we are becoming free

we are becoming free

we are free

4:20 pm

greif.

how I love to feel you

you set me free with every cry

why have I avoided you for so long?

Pain was my only ticket out of the darkness

4:23 pm

I AM DYING

AND ITS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME

THE. BEST. THING

I'VE DIED SO MANY TIMES

BUT THIS.

THIS IS LIKE NO OTHER.

4:24 pm

this time its a death

of you.

Me as you

You as me

we're dying and I LOVE it

it hurts. So bad.

but I love it.

yes, I could die this way any day

4:31 pm

MOTHERFUCKER IM ILL

FUCKING ILL

SO PLEASE TRY AND FUCK WITH ME AGAIN

it won't work baby.

im not the same bitch you used to know

4:34 pm

my uterus is in my fucking throat right now

WE ARE BURNING

everything that does not serve

everyone that does not serve

no

you do not serve

me

4:37 pm

its okay be be angry

angry that I let you hold me back

energetically and vibrationally

I allowed you to prevent me from being me

no more baby

TODAY WE DIE

4:38 pm

so many outside opinions

they make me doubt myself

today I trust myself

I trust myself to burn

I trust myself to die

finally

I can die in peace

4:40 pm

there is so much space

now that I am no longer filled with you

fuck the umbrella too I

burned it with me

when I jumped head first into the fire

4:41 pm

fuck the chords

burnt em

they gone motherfucker

5ever

bye bitch

4:42 pm

my head is throbbing

its the light coming through

restoring everything that you ever touched

inside of me

4:44 pm

looks like the suns coming out

But Gaia is still crying

it's almost time

to Rise Again

4:47 pm

match my energy

or get out.

no longer accepting anything less than I am

the fire burns too much

to ever stray from my energy again

4:48 pm

you ever burned inside and out?

you ever been disconnected from your soul?

you ever cried on the kitchen floor begging for someone to save you?

you ever realize that you were the problem and the solution all along?

4:49 pm

ahhhh acceptance

okay

I fuck with you

I high fuck with this energy

acceptance?

that's big bitch energy

4:53 pm

listen here folks

from here on out

we only fucking with a God

we only fucking with big dick energy

we only fucking with big bitch energy

we only fucking with balanced masculine feminine energy

we only fucking with Source

we only fucking with Oneness

that's all

that is all

4:55 pm

my guides are tired

my higher self is tired

I am tired

of people over-stepping

boundaries that's what you're not gonna do

4:58 (The Final Goodbye)

everything's greener now

now that the dust is out of my eyes

now that you're out of my life

the final goodbye it's been transformational

thank you.